After the
first third of the climb in a rocky bar, we entered a very steep ice
gully, and then 400m above it, a huge rock avalanche occurred, we were
right in its path...
After having taken
so many risks and disregarding this kind of eventuality, I knew I was
going to die and...
... We went through
each other!
Bruno would have gone on, as if nothing had happened, I couldn't, I
was afraid and I didn't know if I was alive or dead...
We escaped from
this gully to find a shelter, bivouac, storm, lightning not far away.
The next day at dawn, soaked and frozen, we abseiled back down and the
helicopter came to make sure we didn't need help. We were in the middle
of a wall, the pilot was 10 m away, an infinity separated us.
I never climbed again after that, I wanted
to experience other ages of life, have children, grow old.
Practically everyone
I met at the time died prematurely.
A month later, I
left for military service in the Marne, a journey by a special "bidasse"
night train, which left us in the middle of the countryside, a truck
was waiting for us.
I "committed
suicide" one hour after my arrival in the camp of Suippes, transferred
to the infirmary, gendarmes, then to the military hospital of Nancy,
where I was reformed P5 after having told a thousand nonsense with conviction.
All this required
a very strong commitment from me.
When I came back,
I was completely disturbed by these two successive episodes: the acceptance
of imminent death, and then the fake suicide. I no longer knew what
meaning to give to my existence.
One day, at the
beach, I followed with fascination the evolutions in the waves of one
of the first windsurfers equipped with a "sinker", we used
to say "waterstart" at the time.
When he got out
of the water, I went to see the object and my decision was made in an
instant: I had to design this kind of thing, maybe use it, but above
all make it! I think it was at that moment that the sculptor in me woke
up.
After that, there
were a lot of rumours that I couldn't sail and it was true! I created
a customs company without ever having been on it.
My motivations were
of another order, a little less anecdotal than what Planche Mag said
in 1987 !